I apologise. I apologise for everything I put you through, the self torture, lack in love, not appreciating yourself enough to know you’re worth so much and more, not loving yourself unconditionally, not always putting yourself first. I apologise for allowing you to cry yourself to sleep most nights and face the day like nothing happened because that is building you up for a break down. I apologise for allowing you to settle for less than you deserve in the name of everything. For not pushing you to your highest abilities, for allowing you to stay comfortable. I want you to know that I love you and we will get there. I promised you a fabulous year but I cannot promise you that you won’t have a few set backs on the way. You need them to learn and come back stronger, you’ve survived so much why would you want to give up now? You’re so loving towards others why can’t you love yourself the same x1000? You’re worth is unmatchable, indescribable. You’re perfect in my eyes.
When you’re in a bad headspace you tend to stay there and allow it to eat you up. STOP IT! Learn to grow from these situations and don’t let it eat you up, you’re better than that.
Stay prayed up, meditate and show gratitude regardless of how you’re feeling. Stop allowing the action of others to shift your mood, stop taking things so personal & FOCUS ON YOU. If you focused on the positives in your life instead of the negative, don’t you know how much you could accomplish? Stop feeding into the negative. Take time out if you need it, go at your own pace and trust yourself, love yourself & appreciate yourself more!
I love you ❤️
From yourself 🌹