Love lost?

I lost some people that i loved with my whole heart.. well.. they lost me.

There was nothing i wouldn’t do for these individuals. I honoured them, supported them, adored them but most importantly, i loved them.

Why does it always take such a unfortunate circumstance for you to see ones true colour? such a traumatic experience, so serious and degrading?

Ill still show love regardless but I’ve learnt to show it from a distance.

I’m ready to speak my truth even if that means it hurts you but brings me comfort & peace.

I mean no harm and i don’t wish to hurt nobody but for once it feels good to put myself FIRST!

I’ve taught people near enough all my life that i come second or last because I’m patient enough to wait, I’m willing to wait.

I’ve always showed people that they come before me always, i will make sure you’re good before myself. To me, that was showing love. But to me NOW that’s not showing love to myself.

I come first, always.

Published by Shanshaniese

Express to release from within, hold nothing back and feel free. 💎 I express from experience whether it be from myself or those around me. I also share my opinion on selected subjects in which i wish to share with you. Hope you enjoy 🌹

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