I lost some people that i loved with my whole heart.. well.. they lost me.
There was nothing i wouldn’t do for these individuals. I honoured them, supported them, adored them but most importantly, i loved them.
Why does it always take such a unfortunate circumstance for you to see ones true colour? such a traumatic experience, so serious and degrading?
Ill still show love regardless but I’ve learnt to show it from a distance.
I’m ready to speak my truth even if that means it hurts you but brings me comfort & peace.
I mean no harm and i don’t wish to hurt nobody but for once it feels good to put myself FIRST!
I’ve taught people near enough all my life that i come second or last because I’m patient enough to wait, I’m willing to wait.
I’ve always showed people that they come before me always, i will make sure you’re good before myself. To me, that was showing love. But to me NOW that’s not showing love to myself.
I come first, always.